COME OUT OF HER MY PEOPLE!

June 14, 2022

COME OUT OF HER MY PEOPLE!

“THEY OVER CAME HIM (THE ENEMY), BY THE BLOOD OF THE LAMB, AND BY THE WORD OF THEIR TESTIMONY, AND THEY DID NOT LOVE THEIR LIVES UNTO DEATH!”

REVELATION 12:11

YAHWEH is the author of my story, I am simply being obedient to him and his word by sharing it (Revelation 12:11). I wanted to be a famous singer/song writer/actress, I wanted the whole world to love me, and praise me. I was an 80's baby, I grew up in what the world would say is the most exciting city on the Earth. New York City, "The Big Apple”; the city that never sleeps, the city everyone comes to; to become a star. I was the product of IDOL worshipping parents, they listened to music of all genres, I grew up listening to everything from The Beatles, Madonna, Michael Jackson, and Huey Lewis and the News. My house had a basement full of albums, and photos of many singers all over the walls. My parents still have not changed their ways up till now, despite ll my attempts to show them that what they are doing is dangerous. I loved dancing and singing as a child and my parents had a heavy influence on that part of my life. Proverbs 22:6 "Train up a child in the way he should go; even when he is old he will not depart from it".

Well, in March 2016, my departure from that bondage finally came. I am now here to EXPOSE the evils of this world, and sound a trump, Ezekiel 33. I have come to believe and understand that music (with the exception of worship music to the Father in his set- apart name), is witchcraft, and is meant to brainwash you and, keep you in disobedience with the Father. You do not have to believe me, but if you do some digging you’ll find the TRUTH and it will SET YOU FREE! Hell's bells is a great series which exposes the music industry. The 80's was a time of huge pop culture change, from the clothes, to the music, to the movies. Since the beginning of the television era back in the 50's, things just started to get more raunchy, and less watered down. I was exposed to things I should not have been from a very early age. Matthew 6:22 "The lamp of the body is the eye, if therefore your eye is sound, your whole body will be full of light". I was in darkness for thirty-five years. 1 Peter 2:9 HE CALLED ME OUT OF THE DARKNESS HALLELUYAH!

I was a a very curious child, and it got me into a lot of trouble. My curiosity drew me to the darkness, and I would watch scary things, occult things peaked my interest, I remember hearing "ghost stories" as a child, watching Nickelodeon, and just watching T.V. and movies in general. My dad is a huge Sci-Fi and, fantasy superhero movie fan, so this was rampant in my household. The gods of my home were the idols of today, the replacement gods. Super-heros, singers, actors, etc. I say this with much heaviness, my parents are still in bondage. I love them dearly and our relationship has gotten so much better, all praise and esteem to Abba YHWH because only he can reconcile those broken things in our life, BUT because our beliefs clash so much, it is VERY challenging to have a relationship with them.

We are to honor our Mother and Father as this is a commandment from YAHWEH, in his TORAH. However, I have to separate from them due to their IDOL worship. I recently had to spend a few days with them to visit some relatives due to a death in the family. When they play music and I am bombarded with those things from my past it affects my soul. I can literally feel my spirit waring with me flesh ((2 Corinthians 6:14: "Do not be unequally yoked with unbelievers. For what does righteousness and wickedness have in common? Or what fellowship can light have with darkness)). I have explained this all to them, the only thing I can relate this too is when Abraham was constantly telling his Father to stop with his idols. In the book of Jasher it has a very interesting account of him actually breaking his Fathers IDOLS, I can honestly say, I have been tempted.

I became a very sexualized person early on in life, I liked watching romantic movies, and I admit I liked watching a lot of heavy sexual content in films. I had issues with lust, self control and, perversion at an early age, I was ignorant. I was boy crazy by the age of 5, and it just got worse as I got older. During my teenage years I was very shy and awkward and I choose to go down the broad path a lot of the time. Matthew 7:13 "Enter through the narrow gate. For wide is the gate and broad is the road that leads to destruction, and many enter through it". I made a lot of bad decisions with friends, and I allowed them to influence me for reasons I understand differently now.

By the time I was thirteen rebellion started to kick in big time in my home. I am an only child and, I was a spoiled brat. I was not the type of spoiled brat that grew up with a sliver spoon in my mouth but, nevertheless, I felt I deserved a lot, I had entitlement issues. I'm sure it didn't help my heart with all the garbage I was allowing into my eyes and ears. I started to get disinterested in school, and all I wanted to do was hang out with my friends. By the age of 14, I was smoking cigarettes, and became more boy crazed. I decided it was a genius idea to trip on acid for the first time in May of 1995. It was my first drug, and although it was the last time I ever did acid, it would be the open door, and start off my long list of addictions, which lasted 21 years.

I had numerous dysfunctional co-dependent friendships with girls and my husband. I would became super obsessive with people, and I had to be with them every minute of the day. I had major anxiety, depression, and insecurity issues. I was beginning to dabble with the occult, and I studied a lot of astrology, tarot cards, witchcraft, and other occult things without truly realizing what I was doing. I had one friend in particular who I spent a lot of time with. We loved to study all these things, and we would spend hours reading about them. We played the Ouija board a lot in my house and, terrible things would happen. She would mention having psychic abilities, and that she could see ghosts, and read my mind.

She also said she could feel ghosts touching her and, I will admit when her and I were together and played with Ouija board session, or we had smoked weed, or drank, I experienced these things as well. Leviticus 19:31 "You must not turn to mediums or spiritist for you will be defiled by them, I am YAHWEH your ELOHIM", 6:12 "For we are not fighting against flesh and blood, but against evil rulers and authorities mighty powers of the unseen world against mighty powers in this dark world, and against evil spirits in the heavenly places". I openly invited these things into my life and, made covenants with darkness, in my ignorance. I practiced many occult things, such as tarot card readings for people, I was told by many "psychics" that I was going to be a great psychic and, I dabbled in a lot of magic. All lies from the pits of hell! I was obsessed with knowing my future and, contacted psychics on speed dial to get advice for everything. I loved Harry Potter and all movies and books of the occult, I was drawn to the darkness. I would cast spells on myself, and others and, I am so so sorry to anyone I hurt by doing these things.

I have repented and denounced all these things and YAHWEH is faithful and just to forgive our sins when we confess them 1 John 1:19. He brought me out of much boding, and I am forever grateful for his son YESHUA. Who the son sets free, is free indeed John 8:32-36 By the age of 18 I had already dropped out of school, was drinking and, smoking weed on a regular basis, and was obsessed with boy bands. I had also gained a lot of weight, and was battling major depression. I remember skipping the second part of my GED test to get N*sync tickets with a friend. I did end up taking the second part over and getting my GED, so I could get my parents off my back. I worked every job you could think of, and I would not last long in one place.I was a groupie, and borderline stalker and it was just the beginning of a very odd path I was going down. I would watch MTV videos, and listen to music for hours.

I idolized all female singers of the time and lusted after all the male ones, (and for that matter, some of the female ones too!!). Around the same time I met my now husband, and I became extremely attached to him very early on in the relationship. If he didn't want to hang out with me I would find other things to do to preoccupy my time. Which would most likely consist of roaming the streets, clubbing, drinking, and smoking weed with my girlfriends. A few years later the twin towers got bombed and I started to have major panic attacks, this upped my alcohol intake, pill addiction, and my weed addiction grew stronger. Around the time I started working in the dental field, I had my wisdom teeth extracted which had complications and opened a door for pain killer addiction, anorexia, and OCD issues with my weight.

Once the weight came off, I noticed all the attention I was getting, I did everything in my power to keep it off. I would workout for hours, and not eat much. I was a mess, to say the least. I guess you can say it started me down the path to eating healthier, or at least that's what I thought I was doing. This was the first time I started to become somewhat "responsible". Around this time I started experiencing very painful menstrual cycles. I would bleed excessively, and my cramps were beyond excruciating. After many visits to my doctor she told me I needed an laparoscopy to be sure it was in fact what she had suspected it to be, endometriosis.

I ended up having the surgery and becoming more and more dependent on pills because of how painful the procedure was on my body. She was correct in her assumption about my condition. I in fact had endometriosis, she called it adenomyosis, endometriosis in the uterus. She told me my chances of having children would get less and less as the years progressed, and that the only thing I could do for it was be on either birth control pills, or have a hysterectomy. I was devastated, looking back now I abused pills, weed, and alcohol as coping mechanisms. I was not in covenant with YAHUAH and I was relying on my own ways to get through these things. Shortly after all this, I decided to go back to school to become a dental hygienist, and become something of myself. I still continued to live a party like a rock star type life. I loved going out and drinking, and dancing.

Sometimes I would get so drunk I wouldn't know where I was, or who I was with. I was aggressively angry and, violent when I drank as well, it made me brave, when deep down inside I wasn't. The dental hygiene program was eating me alive, and I started having major panic attacks. I went to my doctor explaining how sick I was feeling and he put me on Klonopin 0.5 milligrams, up to 3x's a day. I stayed on this drug for eleven years, I have been set free of this addiction, praise YAHWEH!

I WAS ALWAYS DRUNK!

My husband and I had a very dysfunctional, volatile, on and, off relationship. We fought a lot and, had a lot of sex to make up for the fighting. I equated love for sex. I was also extremely promiscuous, and cheated on him several times and, even ended up pregnant with what I think was someone else's child, ( I still to this day am not 100% sure on that, only YHWH knows). We had been dating about two years, and I felt that he always put me last in his life and we didn't spend as much time together as I wanted. I felt my behavior of going behind his back and sleeping with someone else was justified because of this. With everything that happened between us over the past twenty years and reflecting on our relationship, there were so many red flags about us that I ignored. I would cling on to him and try to control him because deep down inside I didn’t trust him. He would betray me in some way, I would betray him in some way and, the pattern of dysfunction just kept on. We were NARCISSISTIC ( I will make a separate blog about this).

YAHWEH recently showed me that I have a trauma bond with him that I still need more deliverance from. Just like the children of Israel had a trauma bond with Egypt. They begged YAH to deliver them, to then only want to go back to the bondage. They didn’t have a very good end being he destroyed a lot of them in the wilderness because of their constant rebellion against him. We were the poster children of dysfunction. Instead of just breaking up with him, I took vengeance in my own hands by cheating and thinking that I would never get caught, and it backfired on me big time. I still remember the day I found out that I was pregnant, it was like the walls just closed in on me, and I just broke down.

I felt ashamed and embarrassed, I was unsure who the true father was and I had to lie to my husband. I found out that the other guy I slept with was totally against abortions and if he found out I was pregnant with his child he would have forced me to have the baby. I should have had the baby but I was too selfish to want to "ruin" my life and, thought about everyone else except YAHWEH, and the baby. I ended up having my first abortion, and carrying that guilt for years to come which caused more addictions and depression. It reminds me of the story of David and, Beersheba in 2 Samuel 11, please don't get me wrong, I am in no way comparing myself to the righteous David, However, he committed two very bad crimes against YAHWEH and broke his commandments and then tried covering it up, that is what I tried to do. Regardless I was fornicating with not one, but two men. Galatians 6:7 "be not deceived, Elohim is not mocked: for whatever a man sows, that he shall also reap". I was reaping from a very bad decision I made out of pure lust, not being sober minded because I was under the influence of drugs and alcohol , and vengeance.

During my second semester of Hygiene school I got pregnant again. This time it was my husbands, but we weren't married yet, and we both decided it again wasn't a good time to have a baby. I terminated my second pregnancy and it created more guilt and, shame I turned once again to the wrong things to cope with my pain. I am 100% responsible for the things I have done in my life, I am not of the theology that the devil makes us do things we don't already have in our heart to do. The book of Job (IYOB), paints a clear picture of how Satan operates here, he works for YAHWEH. James 1:14-16 says we are tempted by our own desires, "Temptation comes from our own desires which entice us and drag us away. These desires give birth to sinful actions. And when sin is allowed to grow, it gives birth to death. So don't be mislead, my brothers and sisters." Time passed and eventually life went on as usually, and I busied myself with school, friends, drama, and on occasion going out to a bar to get drunk after exams were done.

I had two abortions, but I am here to encourage anyone who is been through this, or is thinking about doing this. YESHUA died for EVERYONE, I have been forgiven of this and NUMEROUS (TOO MANY TO COUNT, sins. He is so, so GOOD, and COMPASSIONATE, and MERCIFUL, if you are thinking about doing this, please don't! I regret it so very much, even though I am forgiven, the guilt I felt was so heavy. It is probably why I turned to so many things to numb my pain and forget who I was. I got engaged to my husband, and we were ready to be married soon after I graduated from hygiene school. I had everything planned out for my life with my husband, but YAHUAH had different plans. Proverbs 16:9 The heart of a man plans his ways, but YAHUAH establishes his steps, I can't think of a better scripture to go along with this. My husband and I divorced in the fall of 2019. I came to the understanding after the divorce, that I could not remarry as per what the scriptures truly teach on this subject. Many assemblies disagree on this, but I will stand on YAHWEHS word about it. Romans 7:2, 1 Corinthians 7:39. I can write an entire separate testimony on my marriage alone, YAHWEH will have to lead on that. I reached out to him recently and tried to reconcile which was honestly one of my BIGGEST TESTS EVER! Here is where the co-dependency and trauma bond fit in. I can not go back to darkness for anyone. I will NOT compromise my relationship, ETERNAL LIFE, being with my KING YESHUA and the Father YAHWEH, for anyone. I REFUSE to be LOTS WIFE! It has been the most painful experience I have ever had, my husband was a big IDOL in my life, but he does not want to be 2nd, and YAHUAH will always COME FIRST! I messed up so many things in my life. I was a JEZEBEL NARCISSIST WIFE! I treated my husband like dirt and not just him, many others. With that being said, I must continue on the path towards the wedding feast with my SAVIOR and MASTER YESHUA! Going back a few years I had developed a weird, and unhealthy obsession to Britney Spears. It was during her public meltdown and all the chaos, and drama that surrounded her during that time, which fascinated me. I related to her in so many ways, except I was not famous, or rich.

I couldn't understand how someone who from the worlds eyes had so much, yet was so miserable. It seemed to be the ongoing pattern in Hellywood, and I wanted that lifestyle so badly for some reason. After she made her comeback after all the terrible things she had going on daily, I finally went to my first concert for her, and I was hooked. From that day on, I lived and breathed her. I would watch her for hours, study her moves, sing her songs, make videos of me being her and do funny skits. I swore I loved her, and I would hate on anyone who would say bad things about her, yet I was the one making skits poking fun at her. I loved pretending to be her because then I didn't have to be me, I hated myself. She was my idol, and I worshiped her, I must have spent thousands of dollars on her, and her merchandise.

I was a grown woman chasing all these IDOLS and when I was called out about it, deep down inside I knew it was true, but I couldn't help myself for some reason. I could write a novel on the things that took place during these times, but pictures can speak for themselves. I would fight a lot with people half my age on twitter, and said and did a lot of things I am not proud of. I hurt a lot of people along the way, and from the bottom of my heart I am so sorry to each and everyone of them. I would meet up with people that had the same common Britney obsession and I would have them tape me being her. I heard so many weird stories about me, some that were true, and some that weren't. As I got deeper in the delusion known as my life. I started to notice strange things going on in Hollywood, over and over again. Death after death, of celebrities dying all in the same odd circumstances. Celebrities speaking out about something called the "Illuminati", which was supposed to be some type of secret society. I had a very close friend who was also in the Britney stan camp and we talked for hours a day about well of course Britney but about how different Britney had become. It's almost as if she was a completely different person, like a robot, or a clone. She stopped dancing the same, all these stories started to come out about her past albums and breaking free from the monarch programming and just odd things I did not understand. My friend mentioned these things to me and I just could not wrap my head around it, honestly I just didn't want to wrap my head around it.

I knew that my life would change if these things ended up being true, the la la land I lived in would be shattered forever, and I was uncomfortable with it. However I couldn't deny the things my own eyes were seeing. I started to then become obsessed with researching all these things by myself, and with my friend. The deeper I dug, the more confused I became, I decided to stop digging, and move on. She had just started her Vegas residency and fans had the opportunity to meet her and then see her in concert. I paid 2500$ for my ticket, and a lot of the pictures of her and the fans started surfacing. I was livid between seeing the picture and hearing the experiences the fans wrote about. According to the accounts I read, you couldn't talk to her, touch her, or basically breathe. I was at my breaking point my IDOL had finally done enough to me for me to want to breakup with her. I wrote a very long letter to the hotel where she was holding her residency demanding my money back due to the vile stories I was hearing coming out of her fans mouth about the experience. I am almost 100% sure I threatened to expose her camp if my money wasn't refunded and Glory to ELOHIM, I got my refund. After that, I was done with being a Britney stan and I wanted nothing to do with her anymore, the curtain had closed for me. I quickly moved on to my next Idol, and then the next and the next.

I started obsessing over Lana Del Rey, and she quickly became my favorite artist. I loved her persona, and the messages of her songs. She has a huge spirit of darkness, depression, sadness, and lust, which mirrored my own heart. I would smoke weed 24/7 and just listen to her over and over again. I would tape myself singing her songs and making videos of myself smoking weed and doing tons of other abominable things. My downward spiral was getting worse and worse. The bible says to take every thought captive to Messiah. 2 Corinthians 10:5. At this point I had become so isolated from the world I would only surround myself with like minded people who shared the same views as me. If you didn't share the same views as myself I would not want to be around you and I would cut you off as quickly as we became friends. I was a gossiper, a slanderer, a tale bearer, and also had one of the filthiest mouths. Ephesians 4:29 and 5:4 speak about what should and what should NOT be coming out of our mouths. Since I loved playing dress up and living in my own made up fantasy world most of the time, because I could not face the reality of my own life; I pursued an acting/singing career. I loved posting pictures of myself half naked with tons of makeup on and wigs pretending to be Britney, Lana Del Rey, Gaga and many more. I would do skits and gain attention pretty much any way I could. I was also constantly seeking the attention of other men behind my ex-husbands back, sometimes even in front of his face. The level of dishonor and disrespect I created in my marriage was incomprehensible.

TIMOTIYOS BĔT (2 TIMOTHY) 3

But know this, that in the last days hard times shall come.

For men shall be lovers of self, lovers of silver, boasters, proud, blasphemers, disobedient to parents, thankless, wrong-doers, unloving, unforgiving, slanderers, without self-control, fierce, haters of good, betrayers, reckless,

puffed up, lovers of pleasure rather than lovers of Elohim, having a form of reverence but denying its power. And turn away from these!

I WAS A JEZEBEL, I WAS A NARCISSIST, I WAS BEYOND SELFISH.

WE SHOULD DIE TO OUR FLESH DAILY (SOMETHING I AM STILL WORKING ON!)

Luke 9:23 And He was saying to them all, “If anyone wishes to come after Me, he must DENY HIMSELF , and take up his STAKE daily and follow Me.

I THOUGHT MY LIFE WAS A 24/7 REALITY TV SHOW.

ME PRETENDING TO BE MY IDOLS ------------->

Me as Lady Gaga Halloween 2010

ME @ THE GAGA CONCERT. IN 2010 I WAS BISEXUAL. HOMOSEXUALS WILL NOT INHERIT THE KINGDOM OF YAHUAH! 1 CORINTHIANS 6:9-11

NOTE: AS WICKED AS I WAS, I STILL FELT EVIL AT THE GAGA CONCERT, I HAD BEEN TO MANY CONCERTS IN MY LIFE, THEY ARE ALL EVIL, BUT SOMETHING SHIFTED IN ME WHEN I WENT TO LADY GAGA'S. SHE WAS COVERED IN BLOOD AND BASICALLY DOING BLOOD SACRIFICES ON STAGE. A LOT OF THESE CELEBS DRINK BABIES BLOOD, IT IS CALLED ADRENOCHROME. THEY SACRIFICE CHILDREN AND DRINK THEIR BLOOD! IT IS REAL. THESE CELEBS ARE SICK!

"WHOM ARE YOU MOCKING? AGAINST WHOM DO YOU OPEN YOUR MOUTH WIDE AND STICK OUT YOUR TOUNGE?"

ISAIAH 57:4

https://pastorolita.wixsite.com/mysite/post/mark-of-the-beast-the-spiritual-truth-about-mickey-mouse-the-magic-kingdom-avicii

Me as Britney (I had many pictures as me being Britney, however I can not show them bc they are not appropriate)

I WAS A HUGE BRITNEY STAN (SUPER OBSESSED FAN). I WAS FEATURED ON HER WEBSITE AND WAS FOLLOWED BY HER ON TWITTER, AND WAS EVEN TWEETED BY HER. I REMEMBER WHEN THIS HAPPENED I THOUGHT TO MYSELF MY LIFE WAS COMPLETE. I COULD "DIE' HAPPY! HOW FOOLISH I WAS! I WOULD HAVE DIED IN HELL HAD I NOT REPENTED OF IDOLATRY!!!!

1 CORINTHIANS 6:9-11

"DO YOU NOT KNOW THAT THE UNRIGHTEOUS WILL NOT INHERIT THE REIGN OF ELOHIM? DO NOT BE DECEIVED. NEITHER THOSE WHO WORE, NOR IDOLATERS, NOR ADULTERERS, NOR EFFEMINATE, NOR HOMOSEXUALS, NOR THIEVES, NOR GREEDY OF GAIN, NOR DRUNKARDS, NOR REVILERS, NOR SWINDLERS SHALL INHERIT THE REIGN OF ELOHIM! AS WERE SOME OF YOU. BUT YOU WERE WASHED, BUT YOU WERE SET APART, BUT YOU WERE DECLARED RIGHT IN THE NAME OF THE MASTER YAHUSHUA AND BY THE SPIRIT OF ELOHIM."

Me as Lana Del Rey Halloween 2015

Throwing up the DEVIL HORN SIGNS, while getting drunk

Katy Perry showing her allegiance to her FATHER SATAN. Do you do these symbols? Do you know what it means and WHO it represents? R E P E N T

ALL SEEING EYE/666 SYMBOLISM! DO YOU DO THIS WOUT KNOWING WHAT YOU'RE DOING? R E P E N T

THE UNITED STATES IS FOUNDED OFF FREEMASONRY, THE "god" THEY TRUST IS SATAN!

THE CREATOR I SERVE IS YAHWEH, AND HIS SON IS YESHUA.

I was the woman caught in adultery, whether it was physical or with my heart I committed it over, and over again. I cannot begin to tell you all the damage I created in my marriage due to my lustful, out of control heart, and my "feelings". I had a lot of male admirers, and I loved attention. This all ties into the music, movies, and agenda of the world, which goes against all biblical principles to love, and honor your marriage, and not to defile your bed with such things Hebrews 13:4 "Marriage should be honored by all, and the marriage bed kept pure, for Elohim will judge the adulterer and all the sexually immoral". I listened, and watched things which went against Elohim's word for so long. Being wicked, promiscuous, and selfish is the norm for today. . Since I truly did not know the father, his word, or YAHUSHUA, and to be honest because I rejected it, and was so rebellious; it took the father thirty-five years to humble me to the point where I had to surrender my life to him.

THE WAGES OF SIN IS DEATH Romans 6:23//TRUE REPENTANCE MEANS TO STOP SINNING!

I wanted to pause there and just reflect on all the times YAHWEH could have just taken me out, all the times I should have died, all the times he could have turned his back from me and stopped reaching out. I am sure there were many times that he did stop reaching out. He is a gentleman he will not PUSH his way in, he knocks and waits for you to let him in. Revelation 3:20 "Behold, I stand at the door and knock, if anyone hears my voice and opens the door, I will come in to him and will dine with him, and he with me". I can write a blog in itself of the many situations I was in, and put myself in which the father could have taken me out for. The many times I was drunk and didn't know where I was and walked home, and made it to my bed safely. The many times I did drugs and my heart felt like it was going to explode, and he did not allow it too. The many times I committed fornication, adultery, and sexual immorality. Not only have I been set free from all that bondage, but miraculously did not contract HIV, or any other of the many sexually transmitted diseases out there. I am beyond blessed to have overcome these sins in my life! PLS KNOW.. I STILL HAVE FLESH STRUGGLES, BUT… YESHUA STRENGTHENS ME! Everything the word says about YAHWEH character is true, he is the kindest, gentlest, loving, and compassionate savior and EL and ABBA FATHER, anyone could ask for.

However, just like any good parent, he chastises the ones he loves, and it hurts a lot of the time. I need to keep it real (Hebrews 12:6, Proverbs 3:12, Proverbs 15:5, Job 5:17-18, 1 Corinthians 11:32, Rev 3:19). We do not like pain, and suffering, we like things to be pleasant and easy. His ways are not so my beloved, his ways are not burdensome, but make no mistakes our path is NARROW, not wide (Matthew 7:13). I walked a very broad path for such a long time it took so much chastising from the father for me to finally be on that narrow path he calls us to walk out daily. I have to be honest with you beloved, we are not here to be served, we are not here to be famous. If YESHUA the messiah himself said he came to serve and not be served, and he is Elohim in the flesh, why should we exalt ourselves higher than him (Matthew 20:28, Mark 10:45, John 13:1-17). That is what satan wants you to think because that is the way satan thinks of himself (Isaiah 14:13 You said in your heart, "I will ascend to the heavens; I will raise my throne above the stars of Elohim, I will sit enthroned on the mount of assembly on the utmost heights of Mount Tsion). In October 2014, my parents and I planned a trip to visit Salem Massachusetts. Both my parents and I loved Halloween, and since I considered myself a practicing "good" witch, I was super excited to gain more knowledge of the dark side. I wanted to dig deeper into tarot reading, and seek out local psychics to have my future once again predicted.

Among my many obsessions, I was dangerously obsessed with knowing my future, and having psychic readings (Leviticus 19:31- Leviticus 20:6 Levitivus 20:27, Deuteronomy 18:9-12 ). The scripture says many times that sorcerers will NOT inherit the kingdom of ELOHIM! Revelation 22:15, 1 Corinthians 6:9, Galatians 5:20. I was deeply fascinated in the occult, horror movies, past lives, astrology, and much much more darkness! I used to burn sage regularly in my house and chant things to decrease the negative "energies" from my house. Beloved, don't be fooled. The only thing that can cast out DEMONS, or bad spirits from your midst is the name above all names, YESHUA Hamashaic! As a matter a fact the more I cleared the "negative" energy from my house, the worst things got for me, (Ephesians 6:12-13). I specifically remember there being a lot of chaos and fighting among me and, my parents while visit Salem Massachusetts in the fall of 2014. While there, I had taken a ton of pictures which captured demons and bad spirits on my camera, I have since deleted them all, sorry! Unfortunately all these things are an ABOMINATION to YHWH, so I had to forsake them.

My life just continued to spiral downward into the black abyss of emptiness, vanity, and idolatry. Right after the trip to Salem, my anxiety got worse and worse. I had started to feel sick all the time and my back started giving me a lot of problems due to my career as a dental hygienist. I was also taking Klonopin 3 times a day for years already at this point. I came to find out about a year or so later that this was the reason I was feeling sick all the time, more anxious and crazy. Pharmekia is FORBIDDEN by YAHWEH, and that is exactly what those drugs are. My mom was diagnosed with blood and bone cancer the summer of 2015, and that is when my whole world fell apart at the seams.

This is exactly what it took for me to get on my knees and find my MASTER and SAVIOR YESHUA! I searched for him in many different religions, Buddhist, yoga, mediation, hinduism etc…. Right before I gave my life to YAHWEH, my aunt had mentioned hell and that if my mom did not turn to "Jesus" that is where she would end up. I got so mad when she said that. I remember she reached for my arm and I snatched it out of her hand ( I WAS LIVID, OR AT LEAST THE DEMONS IN ME WERE!), I stormed out of her presence afterwards and lit up a joint. I couldn’t shake what she had said this time, all these years of her preaching and I never cared, but this time something had changed. A few months later after months of depression, sadness, reaching rockbottom, and being drugged out of my mind most days. I reached for the Bible that my aunt (the same one that mentioned hell a few months earlier),had given me as a child when I first professed YESHUA as my savior. I started reading it and I have never put it down since. I remember reading in bed that we are not to consult spiritist Leviticus 19:31 and that was it, I felt convicted and started reading other things and remember saying out loud next to my husband who was trying to sleep ‘Oh my gosh.. I am going to go to hell!!!” He just shrugged it off, but from that moment on, I was never the same. From that moment on I belonged to YESHUA! The rest is history………………………

I am NOT worthy, I have much trial and tribulation, my flesh, it is wicked, I have failed many times, I have back slidden, BUT.. I continue to run the race and OVERCOME!! Revelation 3:21

DO YOU KNOW HE DIED FOR YOU? HE WAS BRUISED FOR OUR TRANSGRESSIONS, HE LAID DOWN HIS LIFE FOR US WILLINGLY!!! DID YOU KNOW THAT HE WAS BEAT SO BAD THAT HE WAS UNRECOGNIZABLE?

"BEHOLD MY SERVANT SHALL DEAL PRUDENTLY, HE SHAL BE EXALTED AND EXTOLLED, AND BE VERY HIGH. AS MANY WERE ASTONISHED AT YOU; HIS VISAGE WAS SO MARRED MORE THAN ANY MAN, AND HIS FORM MORE THAN THE SONS OF MEN." ISAIAH 52:13-14

ANOTHER VERSION READ AS FOLLOWS:

Just as there were many who were APPALLED at him, his appearance was so disfigured beyond that of any man and his form marred beyond human likeness.

HE DIED FOR MANKIND! PLEASE DO NOT TAKE THIS FOR GRANTED OR LIGHTLY. WITHOUT HIM NO ONE WILL MAKE IT INTO THE KINGDOM, HOWEVER, WE MUST ALSO HAVE THE WORKS TO MATCH OUT BELIEFS!

FAITH WOUT WORKS IS DEAD! JAMES 2:14-26

WE MUST REPENT AND TURN BACK TO THE INSTRUCTIONS (TORAH) OF THE MOST HIGH YAHUAH AND HIS SON YESHUA! HIS SABBATH IS STILL FOR TODAY AND IT IS NOT ON SUNDAY, BUT SATURDAY. WE MUST KEEP HIS FEASTS AND TURN FROM OUR SIN AND COME OUT OF THIS WORLD!

REVELATION 18:4 COME OUT OF HER MY PEOPLE (BABYLON).

FORSAKE ALL AND FOLLOW YESHUA, YOUR SOUL DEPENDS ON IT.

I WAS INSANE WITH MY IDOLS!!! I MET ACTOR CHAD MICHAEL MURRAY FROM THE SHOW ONE TREE HILL, (HE HAS ALSO STARED IN MANY OTHER HELLYWOOD MOVIES!!), WHEN I WAS STILL LIVING IN NYC. ASK YOURSELF WHY A MARRIED WOMAN IS CHASING AN ACTOR. ONE ANSWER, SIN!!! IDOLATRY AND HARLOTRY!! HE WAS VERY SWEET TO ME, HOWEVER SCRIPTURE SAYS "WOE TO THOSE WHO CALL EVIL GOOD, AND GOOD EVIL ." ISAIAH 5:20.

NOTE: HE WAS NOT THE ONLY CELEB I MET OR WAS OBSESSED WITH......

HAVE NO FELLOWSHIP WITH THE FRUITLESS DEEDS OF DARKNESS, RATHER EXPOSE THEM!" EPHESIANS 5:11

SATANS MINISTERS COME AS ANGELS OF LIGHT.

"AND NO MARVEL; FOR SATAN HIMSELF IS TRANSFORMED INTO AN ANGEL OF LIGHT, THEREFORE IT IS NO GREAT THING IF HIS MINISTERS ALSO BE TRANSFORMED AS MINISTERS OF RIGHTEOUSNESS; WHOSE END SHALL BE ACCORDING TO THEIR WORKS.

MANY WILL SAY "OH THIS IS JUST ABOUT THOSE IN THE BODY, OF MESSIAH!".

I DO NOT AGREE, ARE THEY NOT DOING THE WORK OF SATAN? DO THEY NOT POLLUTE THE WORLD WITH SIN? ARE THEY NOT DOING THE SATANIC HAND SYMBOLS WHICH WE NOW KNOW ARE AGAINST YAHWEH AND HIS SON YESHUA?

HE ALSO IS PART OF THE THE ILLUMANTI. DO YOU THINK THESE CELEBRITIES ARE GOING TO BREAK THEIR SILENCE? NO WAY.... THEY ARE SWORN TO SECRECY. THEY LOVE THIS WORLD AND THE FATHER OF LIES IS WHO THEY SERVE, SATAN!

MARK 8 :36

"WHAT DOES IT PROFIT A MAN TO GAIN THE WHOLE WORLD BUT LOSE HIS SOUL?"

THERE IS MANY GREAT BOOKS OUT THERE THAT WILL CONFIRM ALL THIS BESIDES THE BEST BOOK IN THE WORLD THE SCRIPTURES (THE BIBLE).

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